I’m trying to be strong but I just can’t contain this anymore. I hate myself for unknown reasons. I want to be fixed but I don’t see any hope for that to happen. I want to be saved and yet no one cares for me. I’m living a miserable life. I am worthless.
Kasi busy na ko sa work and everything. Wala na kong social life actually. Miss you too! :-)
Nakakapagod din palang lumaban kapag alam mong talo ka. Yung nilalabanan mo yung sarili mo na baka nga hindi mo talaga kaya pero yan pinipilit mo parin na kaya mo. Umiiyak ka dahil hindi mo alam kung bakit ang sakit sakit ng nararamdaman mo. Hindi mo alam kung anong problema, kung anong meron, kung bakit ka nasasaktan. Ang hirap pala. Yung wala ka nalang magawa kundi umiyak at tanggapin na hindi ka naman kasi talaga okay. Hindi ka naging okay, at hindi ka magiging okay.
You are always in my 2 am thoughts. A part of me will always be longing for your love.
and then things didn’t work out so,
in the end you just broke up.
And then one day you’ll see him or her
somewhere and you won’t even look at each other’s eyes;
suddenly, you are strangers.
But that person knows you and all of your secrets,
fears, strengths and that person knows exactly
how you look every morning and then suddenly,
you became strangers.
Just like that."